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Anger takes over my mind and body… I feel a rush to my fingertips and my first thought is to attack the cause of my anger. For the most part I’m a cool laid-back dude but when I’m angered I become this other person.. This person that doesn’t let things flow but rather call everything and anything out for the sole purpose to expose what is angering him. At times this anger is aimed at the wrong people and I wish I could apologize at the time of the occurrence but in all honesty I can’t and I won’t. I don’t like to be assumed on I’m not predictable and the fact is that the person u know me as is only a shell of who I am… You shouldn’t tempt or look for my bad side. Its funny cause I give warnings about what angers me but I guess that sometimes people in a general forget. I hate to show this side full of anger because it’s such a small part of me that is only shown under certain occasions. To those that haven’t seen my anger take this as a warning, im a good dude but I can flip and if u think u can handle it do it on ur own terms but don’t say u weren’t warned. I don’t kno what causes my anger if I did I would fix it… Or maybe I wouldn’t, I actually like feelin this anger n stress it wakes me up from this slumber I call life. I walk this earth day in and out doin the same thing like a boring routine. Sometimes my anger wakes me up and gets me refocused and that’s something I do appreciate. ill be the first to say I’m not perfect but at the same time why get someone with such a short fuse started?? Is that necessary?? I’m sure it isn’t.. I’m sure that at the time it didn’t seem like it would start something but ur not me. I jus want to express my anger right now because I’m feeling it now… Not for a good reason but because of a misunderstanding but I’m tired of misunderstandings.. At one point in life you have to understand everything and not knowing is not a good enough excuse. That’s it I’m done.. This was more for me to express visually to myself than for anyone to read…