• Jus Venting

    Posted on April 17th, 2009, 1:16 am by Crumbs

    Anger takes over my mind and body… I feel a rush to my fingertips and my first thought is to attack the cause of my anger. For the most part I’m a cool laid-back dude but when I’m angered I become this other person.. This person that doesn’t let things flow but rather call everything and anything out for the sole purpose to expose what is angering him. At times this anger is aimed at the wrong people and I wish I could apologize at the time of the occurrence but in all honesty I can’t and I won’t. I don’t like to be assumed on I’m not predictable and the fact is that the person u know me as is only a shell of who I am… You shouldn’t tempt or look for my bad side. Its funny cause I give warnings about what angers me but I guess that sometimes people in a general forget. I hate to show this side full of anger because it’s such a small part of me that is only shown under certain occasions. To those that haven’t seen my anger take this as a warning, im a good dude but I can flip and if u think u can handle it do it on ur own terms but don’t say u weren’t warned. I don’t kno what causes my anger if I did I would fix it… Or maybe I wouldn’t, I actually like feelin this anger n stress it wakes me up from this slumber I call life. I walk this earth day in and out doin the same thing like a boring routine. Sometimes my anger wakes me up and gets me refocused and that’s something I do appreciate. ill be the first to say I’m not perfect but at the same time why get someone with such a short fuse started?? Is that necessary?? I’m sure it isn’t.. I’m sure that at the time it didn’t seem like it would start something but ur not me. I jus want to express my anger right now because I’m feeling it now… Not for a good reason but because of a misunderstanding but I’m tired of misunderstandings.. At one point in life you have to understand everything and not knowing is not a good enough excuse. That’s it I’m done.. This was more for me to express visually to myself than for anyone to read…

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    2 responses to “Jus Venting”


    • Tre

      April 18th, 2009 at 22:28

      wow! that was serious. i was feeling you 100% on anger. i had a short fuse and it’s true that some people just like to see if they can piss you off knowing that they indeed can – knowing the consequences they still choose to do it anyway. it’s not always worth trying to figure out why people do what they do. i worked hard to control my anger and now instead of holding it in i find other ways like really thinking about things before i do or say it. i really like what you did here and this is a perfect way to release anger as well – because you can’t hold it in. it’s going to come out anyway so it’s best to control how it will come out. the thing is a person trying to piss you off gets more satisfaction pissing you off and making you lose it. when you control your anger you win. if you ever want to chat about anger let me know. you know where to find me. peace.


    • Eddie G

      April 20th, 2009 at 01:45

      You and I are very similar in this. Few things will set me off, but when it does, you better have a helmet. Funny how letting the anger envelope you for a while makes you feel more alive, but it does, and you have a calm afterward that sort of makes up for the explosion.

      Stay cool.


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