• Life’s Options

    *warning these are my thoughts and are not meant to be taken as “facts” or “truths”… rather just a different angle on the thing we call life and the decisions we make as I see them thru my eyes*

    Life is a cycle your born, you live and then you die.. In between you experience struggle, love, hate, anger, jealousy, joy etc… As the owner of your own life you make the decisions as to what your life will be based on and what it will be defined as when it ends.

    We have people who live their entire lives without actually living it… They will stay in a bubble and only observe others, making comments on how they would do things differently but will never actually leave that bubble to make those life decisions themselves… They don’t know the meaning of enjoying life because all they have done during their lives is be critics for everyone else’s lives but their own… Its a smart life choice if your willing to sacrifice what this life, this world has to offer to everyone that has a chance to experience it. What’s the point of living if your not actually living.. Existence is not living but rather just taking up space.

    We also have the people living in the fast lane… People who only drink, smoke, party never a dull moment with these people… Some of you guys might think “well isn’t that the point of life?” And in part yes it is the point… But if your walking around comatose half the time to the world how can you truly enjoy it? How can you experience life when you can barely experience consciousness? I’m not knocking the party lifestyle because at one point everyone should live it but I do knock those that choose this lifestyle over a more enlightened path.. Its only so many times you can dance to the same song, buy the same drinks, use the same pickup lines until you want more… And if you don’t want more than that in life then more power to you…

    Then we have the individual who dedicate their life to a family… They don’t have any true “me” time and deep down inside are miserable… This happens more than often and mostly always leads to the end of this family lifestyle… What holds a family is the understanding of who each person within that family truly is… If the family is being held by lies its only a matter of time that this falls apart… You need to be able to define yourself to define your family… Believe in yourself and that loving yourself will help you love your family even more. Sacrifices are made to have a family that is a fact but those sacrifice should not be the definition of who you are..

    Life is a balance…. Its a balance about appreciating your surroundings, appreciating family and appreciating a good time all around… If there isn’t an equal balance I don’t believe you can truly have a grasp as to what life can be… Sometimes doing the convenient thing isn’t good at all.. Sometimes making a decision where struggle and pain is expected will be the best option… What’s life without knowing struggle… Without struggle you can’t truly appreciate what success feels like..

    Life I believe is NOT meant to be perfect but instead filled with pain and confusion that way you can embrace with your entire heart the things you earn in life… Open your eyes, life is about everything.. the decisions we all make affects all our lives at one point… We are all connected so for every person you make happy they will make someone else happy and the same goes for people you make unhappy….

    Ok this is enough ranting from me lol…


  • Life

    During the course of everyones life everyone experiences all the emotions one can go thru…. Happiness, Anger, Pain, Love, Envy etc. No matter what path you take you’ll always have an encounter with these emotions in the grand scheme of life. At times we have no control over which emotion we run into and how much time we spend feeling this emotion because it’s lifes lil present to us, then there are the times that we can decide what we will encounter and for how long.

    The worst feeling (IMO) is knowing that you couldve done something to change your life for the better … Regret is a motherfucker… U can regret not putting on boots when it snowed, regret not bringing an umbrella when u saw the clouds, regret not helping that lady with her groceries or regret not taking the next step with a partner.

    We don’t get second chances in this life don’t believe the hype, you might get a similar situation with the same options but never a second chance at that moment in time when u took that decision that changed ur life. Everything we do in life for the most part is for the greater good of ourselves and sometimes that greater good isn’t always the best option for your future maybe for the moment but not for the years to come.

    So those great emotions you couldve felt… Happiness, Joy, Love, Excitement etc are changed to Sadness, Anger, Confusion etc they were changed because of a bad decision… Staying home instead of doing something, screwing someone over at work, robbing someone instead of staying behind etc no one will ever make ALL the right decisions this is a fact BUT giving it your all at all times will atleast not give u that feeling of regret in ur mouth.

    These are my thoughts… I could be wrong or I could be right but at this moment in time this is what I think…. My regrets will be with me for the rest of my life BUT they will also not dictate my life…


  • Grow Up Moment

    So Mr. Bryan Williams better known as Birdman or Baby got his head tatted up like an idiot. I LOVE tattoos.. seriously.. i have some, my friends have some, i watch shows about them and i appreciate the time and effort it takes for them to be done BUT as a grown man (over 40 at that) you should NOT be getting your skull tatted with a fuckin star… this is the type of shit that makes me shake my head… like seriously dude? a fucking star on ur head??? fuck outta here!!! im sure u coulda put a new Lil Wayne tatt somewhere… now if this becomes a trend i know who the head idiot is lol…

    This guy (Birdman) is at a point in life where he can make some good moves and make a difference instead he wants to put a star on his skull and act like he is 18yrs old… he should stop puttin Drake on EVERY fuckin track he has been droppin lately… thats not the type of promotion that kid needs.. no one will ever believe that Aubrey, Jimmy Brooks Drake is a gangsta… so stop makin videos with him mean muggin… u dont want him gettin caught out there … u know 40Glocc is always around lmao…  ANYWAYS… yea i kno i got side tracked with the Drake subject lmao.. u guys know how much i appreciate him… as a floormat… back to the subject at hand.. Birdman should jus take a chill pill and stop worrying bout his tatts and start worrying bout other shit.. like trying to stop making records and stuff..

     

    birdmantattoo


  • Are you not entertained???!!! No im not Hov!!

    So Hov is back and droppin more suspect tracks than a Bow Wow album, it kinda scares me to think what BP3 will be… granted the 2 tracks that have been leaked are just that leaked tracks BUT they are not makin the waves that he would like… the fact that he had the great savior Aubrey, Jimmy Brooks, CashmoneyIcon, Dreezy, Drake on the track and still had such a bad reception says alot…then he has another leak which is just plain boring imo.. sure u Jay fans will get upset and try to burn my site down but guess what??? I PAY FOR MUSIC, SO I CAN TALK ALL THE SHIT I WANT. Back to the matter at hand.. the fact that he has one track saying he is “Off That” then a different track “Reminder” kinda goes against the point he is making.. i mean Jay what do u want me to do?? remember ur greatness or look towards ur future?? cause the latter isnt looking too bright. Now who do we blame??? Timbo for actually making the beat and producing both tracks??? hmmmm maybe.. OR blame the Almighty Jay who up to this day really hasn’t caught much heat for his past mistakes… I mean lets face it.. Kingdom Come was how do i say it… oh yea a piece of shit. To drop D.O.A. which was a track that coulda started a bigger movement for ur album u go this way?? what happened to wearin black for a year straight??? even “We Run This Town” jus had a fucking good feeling to it, what happened between sessions?? i know what happened!! he couldnt go the D.O.A. route and still make a track with Aubrey, Jimmy Brooks, CashmoneyIcon, Dreezy, Drake the new leader in the kiddy rap game… sure he coulda had hip hop heads finally feeling as if someone was speaking up for them on a commercial level but instead he chose to side with the other side… its jus heart breaking… u listen to the tone, bravado, attitude jus the the plain fucking feel for D.O.A. and We Run this Town and think BP3 is going to be something for the ages, to bring back the real hip hop and leave the candy rap behind.. instead we get the following tracks.. now ima Jay fan dont get me wrong! i only buy a few artist CD’s and Jay is in the list but if he dosent switch gears quick he is goin to fail.. how did u lose that feeling for the other 2 tracks that leaked?? .. i dont know what to say… Crumbs is confused.. whats new????

    Jay-Z

    UPDATE: New track leaked “Venus Vs Mars” and now there is word that these are not BP3 leaks but instead from a Mixtape… do i care??? uhhhhh NOPE! carry on