• Explaining the LOST Finale…

    So everyone keeps asking me to explain the ending of LOST…. and since i am tired of explaining what i believe happened i’ve decided to just write it out and have everyone just read it lol… so here we go:

    Everything on the island was real… everything that lead to island was also real…. them getting off the island and then going back to the island… YES also real… now what confuses people is the alternate angle… now when Jack died and looked above and saw the plane leave that was also real and those people onboard kept living their lives, what most people don’t get is that the alternate angle is actually purgatory  and they (the cast aways) are all waiting for everyone to basically die in real life to finally meet and “move on” together.  The flash backs they experience in the alternate angle is basically them seeing their lives flash in front of their eyes and remembering what they have gone thru including their eventual death on earth.  So YES Hugo did take over the island and YES Ben was his “number 2″ but they also had to die eventually… why didnt Ben go into the church? well because he isnt able to go to “heaven” he did more bad then good and well he had to stay in purgatory… thats why he said “im not ready”.  The alternate angle aka purgatory has no “time” it runs parallel to nothing… what could seem like decades on earth is only years if that and that is why they all started getting flashbacks within the same time frame because at that moment they all had passed away.  Ok so thats my explanation of the finale and dont ask me anymore thank you.


  • Life’s Options

    *warning these are my thoughts and are not meant to be taken as “facts” or “truths”… rather just a different angle on the thing we call life and the decisions we make as I see them thru my eyes*

    Life is a cycle your born, you live and then you die.. In between you experience struggle, love, hate, anger, jealousy, joy etc… As the owner of your own life you make the decisions as to what your life will be based on and what it will be defined as when it ends.

    We have people who live their entire lives without actually living it… They will stay in a bubble and only observe others, making comments on how they would do things differently but will never actually leave that bubble to make those life decisions themselves… They don’t know the meaning of enjoying life because all they have done during their lives is be critics for everyone else’s lives but their own… Its a smart life choice if your willing to sacrifice what this life, this world has to offer to everyone that has a chance to experience it. What’s the point of living if your not actually living.. Existence is not living but rather just taking up space.

    We also have the people living in the fast lane… People who only drink, smoke, party never a dull moment with these people… Some of you guys might think “well isn’t that the point of life?” And in part yes it is the point… But if your walking around comatose half the time to the world how can you truly enjoy it? How can you experience life when you can barely experience consciousness? I’m not knocking the party lifestyle because at one point everyone should live it but I do knock those that choose this lifestyle over a more enlightened path.. Its only so many times you can dance to the same song, buy the same drinks, use the same pickup lines until you want more… And if you don’t want more than that in life then more power to you…

    Then we have the individual who dedicate their life to a family… They don’t have any true “me” time and deep down inside are miserable… This happens more than often and mostly always leads to the end of this family lifestyle… What holds a family is the understanding of who each person within that family truly is… If the family is being held by lies its only a matter of time that this falls apart… You need to be able to define yourself to define your family… Believe in yourself and that loving yourself will help you love your family even more. Sacrifices are made to have a family that is a fact but those sacrifice should not be the definition of who you are..

    Life is a balance…. Its a balance about appreciating your surroundings, appreciating family and appreciating a good time all around… If there isn’t an equal balance I don’t believe you can truly have a grasp as to what life can be… Sometimes doing the convenient thing isn’t good at all.. Sometimes making a decision where struggle and pain is expected will be the best option… What’s life without knowing struggle… Without struggle you can’t truly appreciate what success feels like..

    Life I believe is NOT meant to be perfect but instead filled with pain and confusion that way you can embrace with your entire heart the things you earn in life… Open your eyes, life is about everything.. the decisions we all make affects all our lives at one point… We are all connected so for every person you make happy they will make someone else happy and the same goes for people you make unhappy….

    Ok this is enough ranting from me lol…


  • My Site, My Views

    So ive had this lil puppy up for about 2yrs and alot of people ask “hey why dont u have ads?”, “hey u get hits why dont u expand?”…. all good questions and this is my answer… i dont want to lmao… its jus my lil site that i do at my liesure and i enjoy not having to answer with deadlines and/or other peoples opinions.. i actually made the site jus so i can keep in touch with folks cause is was planning to go to Europe for like 4months lol.. that never happened lmao! … but yea i appreciate all the good advice and thoughts on the site… im jus too lazy to keep up with all the current stuff and in all honesty i couldnt care less lol…

    New videos coming soon.. ive been slacking with my lil adventure videos but trust me… next year got some trips planned… Toronto in January, Miami in Feb, MAYBE brazil in March, Vegas in April… damn.. thats alot of traveling lmao… so stay wit cha boy… but im not makin the site commercial so stop askin lmao..  oh and i got a Blog Roll now… its to the right >>> see those are good sites to check out also … yessir!


  • Socom time!!!

    Listen this game is all i care about seeing on my tv for the next few months… yea i seem hype and its cuz i am and yea i look crazy its cuz i havent shaved… all the answers in the video lol…

    UPDATE.. I changed the log in name to KingJihad due to me being the king… lmao… so yea.. look it up bitches!!! SOOOOCOOOMMM BITCHEEEESSSSS!!


  • Buggin out..

    So this fri. Jumz (JUMZ.COM) and I attended the Castle Management showcase where Jumz preformed and i watched lol… but we did get some funny after the showcase footage.. i got some pics that ill put up later but right now ill jus put up the video.. by the way the vehicle in question (you’ll know what i mean when watchin the video) deserved what it got because its owner is a punk and i dont play that shit… yea ima drunken mess whats new ??? lol enjoy the video guys!! Shout out to the bartender for servin me the drinks lol….
    P.S. I do know that for the most part of the video you can barely see much but the commentary to me is well worth the viewin lol… plus we were drunk, it all made sense at the time of making the video lol…


  • Old School Thurs.

    “Pack it up, Pack it in, let me begin i came to win battle me thats a sin”

    You hear this song now and you know damn well you gonna “jump around”, has to be one of the best lil cuts from that year lol!! ahhh man i miss this “fuck you” music lmao…. hope you enjoy the video and dont knock someone’s teeth out but if you do jus tell him/her “dont try to play me out like my name is sega” hahahhahaha!!!

    House of Pain – Jump Around(Original Video)


  • State of Hip-Hop

    So its late and im listening to Games new album “LAX” (str8 banga cop it) and Redmans Mutty Waters (classic)… and i get a message on my blackberry from JUMZ (JUMZ.com) talkin bout this Cam’Ron new track “bottom of the pussy hole” and says its a banga… WTF son??!!!! how can a track as wack and as borin as that be a banga??? like seriously…. anyways if you happen to have the bad luck of listenin to the track (ive posted it) you can hear how badly Cam has fallen… It’s kinda sad cuz he never was the same after he left The Roc… jus my opinion… anyways then we get into this other subject bout him hatin on Lupe Fiasco … this kid is talented and he has made classic albums up and down point black… and the reason he dosent go platinum is because he dosent sell out and instead makes good fuckin music…. he sells albums and makes money because of real fans (like me) in this world that support real artist.  I bought Nas album, Game album and downloaded all the one hitters who dont deserve it… you cant make one single and expect people to dish out 9 bucks for that one song, fuck no… its not like back in the day when you can go to the store and buy a single on CD…. anyways back to the subject at hand… you gotta recognize real talent and making a stupid song that has nothing to do with anything makes no sense… i wouldnt spend $2 on anything Cam is doing… fuck that dude…. go back to ur kiddie pool and tight ass boxers!!! When the 357 Cam comes back ill think bout supporting the dude till then… im good ill rather go in the studio and do a track myself…  Hip-Hop just isnt the same anymore … its sad you have a kid like Souljah Boy gettin more props than a real artist like Common… Fuck this fake rap shit i dont support it and i never will … fuck that shit!!! im tired of all this shit… and today you really let me down JUMZ… you piece of shit lol… talkin bout that Cam song is a banga lmao…. you need to clear your ears hit the studio and make some bangas like you do, cuz you dont sound like Cam (thank god) so you cant honestly believe that shit is any good.. so wut am i gonnna do?? ima post a song of yours that has a popular beat and yet you still manage not to dumb it down… and if you compare the two you can see a big difference…. Word CRUMBS!!!

    Cam Wack Shit – CamRon

    Dey Know – Jumz


  • 9/11

    Today i was lucky enough to take part of the 9/11 ceremony down at the site. I must say that seeing the families was heart breaking but at the same time it showed how a tragedy such as this brought soo many people together. Many families became friends due to this tragedy and its a shame that such tragic actions had to take place for everyday strangers to become friends. Today i’ve learned to appreciate what i have and who i have in my life. My heart goes out to all of the families who lost someone at this tragic event and to those who lost someone from the aftermath of working at the site which many have. New York City is a strong City and today that theory became more evident seeing how everyone helped each other when they were down. Live everyday like your last because in this world nothing is promised.


  • Smurfette!!

    i saw this video awhile back and wanted to share with you guys… im sure some of ya’ll have seen it and some havent. This is one of those videos that will jus make break out laughing cuz its sooo stupid… All i gotta say is i wanna “smurferbate” lmfao!!!! please enjoy!!


  • Bowlinnnn!!!!!!

    So i havent slept since 9/4/08 and i must say it feels great… i will not give in , i REFUSE to sleep lol.. well atleast until i fallout lmao.. anyways back to the post at hand, so i met up with my people (Reef & Tiny) and we stopped by Goliath (sneaker store), My pops store, Taco Bell and finally the Bowling Alley. Now i must first say that we did kidnap Tiny to go because he had to work… big deal!! lol, so after strong arming Tiny into the Alley we played one game where we let Tiny win so he can feel good about not sleepin yikes!!.. anyways the video below shows some of the highlights hope you enjoy it lol. Tiny you my road dog kid… Nov. DR!!!